Day 6 - Something you hope you'll never have to do?
This one is very easy for me. Ultimately, regardless of what happens in life, I know that I will be okay. I will figure out a way through the hard times and make things okay. It doesn't matter if we're homeless (I have been before).. I know that I am okay.
One thing that I know that I physically could NOT deal with would be the loss of my child. If something... anything, were to happen to my son....... I can honestly say that I don't know if I would be okay. Mentally. Emotionally. Physically. I would not, could not be able to live with myself and 'go on' with my life. There is absolutely not way that I could live with the fact that my son was no longer in my life and that something that I did (or didn't do) could have aided in the situation. (I don't mean that I would ever do something to my son. I never could. I love him so much and can barely tell him not to do something. Especially when I see his sad face. I'm just talking about if I was to take him some place and have something happen. Regardless of what the situation may be, I would always blame myself. I took him there, I didn't choose to take him somewhere else. Etc, etc, etc. I'm sure other parents, who've lost children often do the same thing but I honestly can't see how I could ever live without my son. He is my everything.
What is something you hope you'll never have to do?
I don't even have children and I can't imagine losing one the way many of my friends have. It's heart breaking. I was in the room when my Grandmother was told that one of her daughters (my aunt) was killed and it was the scariest thing I've ever seen.
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