Monday, August 09, 2010
30 Days of Truth - Day 1
Reading through my daily blog subscriptions, in my email, one in particular happened to catch my eye... 30 Days of Truth over at Boobies, Babies and a Blog. With all the reviews and giveaways, lately, I haven't had a chance to post anything 'personal' about myself, my family or my life so I'd like to challenge myself to do so. You can head on over to Angel Believes to get the full list of 30 Days of Truth questions. If you participate, please leave your link so I can check yours out, too.
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
...in no particular order...
I hate that I don't have the will power to say no to dessert food at night. Really?! I can go all day long without eating any junk food but as soon as dinner gets partially digested. Move over savory food! I end up stuffing my pie-hole with sweet stuff.
I hate that I am always worried about everyone else. Ask my mom, even as a kid, I was always worried about everyone else. I always have to make sure everyone is doing what they're supposed to, make sure everything is in the right place and that everything goes off without a hitch. For example, if someone is having a fight with their husband.. I worry. I worry about their health, their well being, their kids (if they have any), etc. I wonder if they're fighting, if the kids are watching it, or if eventually, one day, it may lead toward divorce. You see, everything always leads to something else.
I hate that I get frustrated so easily. The littlest things piss me off and I have a tendency to judge situations too quickly. Especially if it's with my husband. For example, if I ask my husband a question and he doesn't respond right away. It drives me up.the.wall. Or if I ask him for a drink of water or something and he forgets to get it for me. Oh jeese.
I hate that I'm so impatient. See above post.
I hate that I am so passive when it comes to other people. Often times I let people walk all over me and it bits me in the butt every time. My family always tells me to stick to my guns but I always choose the other path. I do what is asked of me and often times MUCH more and many times I don't get anything in return. I dwell on it but as soon as someone says sorry, whether they mean it or not, I forgive and forget. It leads to me getting walked on a lot.
So that's it for today. What do you hate about yourself?