Again, this one is very easy for me. Regardless of the mistakes that I have made in the past, my life is and will always be worth living. To wake up every morning and see the face of my precious boy... that, alone, is worth it all. I can't help but feel like my life before my son was so pointless. I have not had to work. I've not had to answer to anyone. My life was free. I had no cares. Things were so simple.
Now? No longer are things simple, care free, spontaneous. But I can say that things mean so much more to me, now. Every single day is a milestone and I am so grateful for it. It's so funny how I can be DEAD tired when my son lays down for a nap and as soon as he's out of my sight, it doesn't matter how tired I am or how grateful I am that he's sleeping, I still miss him so much. So much so that I want him to wake back up. It's an amazing feeling to be a mom and my son, Little J, is what makes my life worth living. Every single day.